Late summer reading: Tate Drawdy

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Let’s step away for a second from music to reading, books, that is.  I have a great friend, my former boss, Michael Ludden, who has a few books under his belt. His latest I have read and it is fantastic.

“Tate Drawdy” is the book’s title and the name of the main character.  The book  is a slow burn Deep South pulse quickener.

I have Lewy body dementia, as you who are familiar with this blog already know.  That means books are more difficult for me now because every advancement is followed by a retreat as I work to gather my memories. It seems to be a little different when I’m writing because, well, I don’t know why. It’s like my fingers have  muscle memory.

As I mentioned before, Ludden is my former boss. He was the editor who back in 1987 lured me from the Birmingham News to central Florida and the Orlando Sentinel. I worked with him there about a decade and I  consider him a great friend and a fine editor. He was a key editor on a Sentinel Pulitzer Prize-winning investigative project on  a sheriff’s department  abuse of asset seizure forfeiture.

Ludden was the kind of an editor who wanted to sit down and talk about a story in a big picture sort of way before it was written. Then when he got a copy of the story,  he wouldn’t say, ‘Move this comma over here, tighten up this section.’ No, Mike would say: ‘Explain to me what you are doing here?’

I remember getting defensive one time when he did that and he said, ‘No, I really like what you are doing here, I just want to hear you talk about what that is.’

Big picture. A journo lesson that stuck. Think about it macro before getting down to the nitty gritty.

Ludden sets this in Savannah, Ga., and even if you have never been there, you will end up smelling the life and decay of a humid coastal city that keeps its past close.

Ludden has an eye for detail, another practice he used to preach. The descriptions setting up a scene put you there. In the place and moment.

Here’s a passage describing the first meeting of the bad guy,  John Robert Griffin and the good guy cop, Tate Drawdy.

In an interrogation room in the police station.

Griffin turned to face him. Standing motionless, a small grin showing his teeth.  Nothing else changed. But in that moment Tate saw a piece of himself he’d never seen before, something he had thought might not happen to him,  not until he was old and put up.

It made him dizzy, as if the ceiling had lifted back and now he was staring into a burning sky, hoisted up, swaying in the breeze, shadows fading in, fading out, slowly revolving, a vein throbbing behind his eye. His scalp tingling, his face suddenly wet. 

He wanted to turn away.

 He reached for his coffee, took a sip, set it back down. He kept his hand on the cup, feeling the heat. Told himself Griffin can’t read his mind, couldn’t hear his heartbeat. He counted to 10.

“Where’d you grow up?”

Ludden is also the author of ‘Alfredo’s Luck,’ another Tate Drawdy thriller set in Miami and ‘Tales from the Morgue,’ a tightly written noir-esque rendition of actual newspaper stories culled from Ludden’s journalistic experiences, including his time at the Orlando Sentinel.

His books are on Amazon.

Learn more at www.michaelludden.com

 

David Gates — 458

ALBUM: First  (1973)

MVC Rating: 4.0/$$$

This is soft rock AKA as Adult Contemporary.  I bought this used recently for loose change after reviewing the Best of Bread for MyVinylCountdown.com.

I admired Bread’s songcraft and was impressed with Gate’s guitar and vocals. It was pretty but that’s about it. A little like the Carpenters, a little like America.

In fact some of us debated which one was best (or worst) Bread vs. America. Think that dispute is still ongoing. One colleague said  he would pick America but only if they never do ‘Muskrat Love’ again.

So I bought this Gates’ solo album and it is pretty much a Bread album, pretty, but that’s about it.

But maybe that’s  enough.

Song picks: ‘Ann’ shows off his voice. ‘SIght and Sound’ shows some guitar  skills. Suite Clouds and Rain shows his piano chops. ‘Do you Believe He’s Comin’ shows his aforementioned guitar skills as well as religious faith. In fact for a guy who seems so partial to soft rock, Gates can play a mean guitar as he does here in the “Do  You Believe He’s Comin’ and with Bread the song ‘Guitar Man.’

Yeats, Eminem and Trump walk into a bar … (blog version)

<Note the full version is on AL.com>

A lively give and take as three influential men get together and talk. And rap. The words are actual quotes or lyrics of those to whom they are attributed – however this author takes poetic license in the context surrounding the meeting, or even if there was such a meeting.

Slim Shady: Now these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you, fans turn on you.

Donald J. TrumpThe media is–really, the word, I think one of the greatest of all terms I’ve come up with–is fake.

W.B. YeatsIf you have revisited the town, thin Shade,

Whether to look upon your monument

(I wonder if the builder has been paid)

 Slim Shady:

Just a feeling I’ve got, like something’s about to happen, but I don’t know what
If that means, what I think it means, we’re in trouble, big trouble,
And if he is as bananas as you say, I’m not taking any chances

Trump: Crooked Hillary Clinton is the worst (and biggest) loser of all time. She just can’t stop, which is so good for the Republican Party.

Yeats: But the gyre is ‘widening’: it is getting further and further away from its centre, its point of origin. In short, it’s losing control, and ‘the centre cannot hold’

Slim Shady, nodding his head to a beat inside his head: You better lose yourself in the music, the moment 
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime

Eminem (Billboard.com)
(Here, the bartender turns on the TV showing a pre-season professional football game.)

Trump:   The American public is fed up with the disrespect the NFL is paying to our Country, our Flag and our National Anthem. Weak and out of control!” 

YeatsThat is no country for old men. … Caught in that sensual music all neglect
Monuments of unageing intellect
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TrumpWhy would Kim Jong-un insult me by calling me ‘old,’ when I would NEVER call him ‘short and fat?’ Oh well, I try so hard to be his friend – and maybe someday that will happen!”

(The men order another round of drinks. An Amstel Light for Eminem, a rum and Coke for Yeats, and a low-cal virgin strawberry margarita with a Happy Hour $1 pizza slice for Trump. The day workers were getting off work now and filling up the bar.)

To continue  go here on AL.com.

 

John McCain’s last words are right on (blog version)

 

So what’s the last word?

McCain

 

John McCain said before he died, “I love you, I have not been cheated.”

Wow. I love those last words as relayed by McCain’s good friend Sen. Lindsey Graham.

McCain had left a written statement but these words spoken to Graham were the actual last words.

My praise of McCain’s utterances  comes from a guy (me) who has been thinking about last words. I’ve also been looking at epitaphs (no brother, not epithets.)

But before I get into some of the best last words of all time, let’s breakdown the last words of John ‘The Maverick’ McCain.

I’m not going to make this at all a political column but I will say I admire Sen. McCain. Anybody who can survive the harsh conditions of a Vietnamese prisoner camp for more than five years, is one tough dude and deserves my respect and my thanks for his service.

Graham, a long-time friend, was reportedly at bedside when McCain made comments before dying.

“I love you,” he told Lindsay.

Those three words.

A connection to humanity. The word love is the most defined, undefined word in the lexicon.

It’s the best thing you can say to somebody — if you mean it.

Forget the fact that we don’t know what it means, love that is. OK, we know what it means, I believe, we just can’t articulate it.

Second part of McCain’s last words: I have not been cheated.

I think he’s saying he lived a full life. And what an interesting way to say it. I haven’t been cheated.

Is that humble downplay or is it a slightly negative way of assessing the state of his life? Instead of ‘I have been blessed …” or “I have been rewarded with a good life” on his deathbed, he was saying  “I haven’t been cheated.” Some might interpret that negatively, like ‘not getting cheated’ is the most important point he can break out about his life?

But I think it is simply McCain saying, ‘I had a good one. No worries.”

Mental Floss, the excellent online compendium of great lists and stories, has assembled the dying words of 64 people in history ith the help of Words of Notable People. I’ll cull it to a Top 10.

Here’s the list, my comments in italics.

Elvis Presely: “I’m going to the bathroom to read.” No no no.

Frank Sinatra died after saying, “I’m losing it.” That’s what I call concise and on point.

Marie Antoinette stepped on her executioner’s foot on her way to the guillotine. Last words: “Pardonnez-moi, monsieur.” Showing the strength of a human being is saying “Excuse me’ to your executioner.

Richard B. Mellon: “Last tag.’

The wealthy man was the President of Alcoa, and he and his brother Andrew had a little game of Tag going. According to Mental Floss, the weird thing was, this game of Tag lasted for like seven decades. When Richard was on his deathbed, he called his brother over and whispered, “Last tag.” Poor Andrew remained “It” for four years, until he died. Life is about having fun and competing. Mellon and brother kept it going to the end. I salute you.

Leonardo da Vinci: “I have offended God and mankind because my work did not reach the quality it should have.” Leo, don’t beat yourself up, but you are right, the Mona Lisa’s smile should have been wider.

Murderer James W. Rodgers was put in front of a firing squad in Utah and asked if he had a last request. He replied, “Bring me a bullet-proof vest.” When you got nothing, be a wise guy.

John Arthur Spenkelink was executed in Florida in 1979. He spent his final days writing these last words on various pieces of mail: “Capital punishment means those without the capital get the punishment.” Ah, this guy addresses a sweeping and problematic social issue as he walks to his death penalty.

Groucho Marx: “This is no way to live!” He got that right and died.

Blues guitarist Leadbelly said, “Doctor, if I put this here guitar down now, I ain’t never gonna wake up.” And he was right. Hope he got buried with it.

Bo Diddley died listened to the song “Walk Around Heaven.” His last word was “Wow.”

And my wife’s grandmother Inez Burns lived to be 100. At her bedside she told Catherine her granddaughter who was telling her she was leaving for home in Florida. Inez said: “I’m going to have to go now too. Goodbye. I love you.” And she died.

My last word, for now, is “Wow.

NOTE: Mental Floss cites Last Words of Notable People as a major source in their list. Another version of this appears here.

Marvin Gaye — 459

ALBUM: Every Great Motown Hit of Marvin Gaye

MVC RATING: 5.0/$$$

What’s going on? I mean What’s Going On?

War is the not the answer.

Got to find a way to bring some love in here today.

Marvin Gaye is smooth and soulfully cool. For good solid soul, Gaye knew no peer. He was the male counterpoint to Aretha Franklin.

I’m not counting out Otis Redding, Wilson Picket, Al Green or any of the other pioneers in this realm. Gaye was a little less of a soul belter than  Aretha. His sound was seductive, jazzy soul — sometimes with a social message (What’s Going On.’)

I’m not saying he couldn’t belt either, on ‘Grapevine’ he belts.

Marvin’s life ended too soon, in 1984, tragically at the hands of his father.

I’ve written this elsewhere on the blog: His version of the National Anthem at the NBA All-Star game in 1983 brought tears to my eyes as I was hearing it in real time on live  television. He did a soulful, and controversial take, on our National Anthem. I thought it was a touching rendition in the style Mr. Gaye sings. Jose Feliciano did a Spanish-tinged version, more than a decade earlier. He took some flak, as well.

Larry Gatlin and the Gatlin Brothers Band — 460

ALBUM:  Greatest Hits (1980)

The Gatlin Bros. are a little out of my realm. But I remember why I got this. Someone or someones were saying how much I looked like Larry Gatlin. I didn’t really follow the Gatlins but I knew they were wildly popular in the 70s and 9.  So with every one calling me Larry I better figure out who he was. Used records, don’t know where. but I picked up “Greatest Hits.” My hair has long ago left me  so I  don’t think  I look like Gatlin unless he  has a large  hair deficit.

This is the type of country I didn’t like a  bunch–county-politan — or something like that.  (It’s all right with Dolly).

But I did enjoy  some of the songs here: Broken Lady and ‘Statues Without Hearts stand out.

I am also a sucker for good falsetto singing and Larry’s pretty good.

Peter Gabriel — 462, 461

ALBUMS: Peter Gabriel (1977); Peter Gabriel (1980).

MVC Rating:  1st self-titled: 4.5/$$$

2nd self-titled: 4.0/$$$

Hope everybody has had enough time with ‘The Gaugin Years’ The History of Music and Dance in Tahiti.  (Scroll down if you haven’t). That was the start of my G-music section and up now is Peter Gabriel, a political, intelligent, supporter of world music. We’ll see more of him in this blog soon as his longtime band, Genesis, comes up on my alphabetical course.

I have the first and third Gabriel albums. Oddly, he didn’t name his first four albums. They are called Peter Gabriel. To ID them people add a descriptor like ‘melt’ for the third  one because it has a face appearing to melt on the cover.

I fell out of Gabriel’s thing about when “Shock the Monkey’ and then ‘Sledgehammer’  — MTV’s all time favorite video – propelled Gabriel from cult status to star. One thing I didn’t like, and others feel free to chime in, is that he seemed to employ an echo effect on his voice, especially in the “So’ era. Am I correctly hearing that? It is almost as if he didn’t have confidence in his natural sound. But the songwriting on Solsbury Hill,  about a spiritual experience the Gabriel had, is about as good as it gets.

Climbing up on Solsbury Hill
I could see the city light
Wind was blowing, time stood still
Eagle flew out of the night
He was something to observe
Came in close, I heard a voice
Standing, stretching every nerve
Had to listen, had no choice
I did not believe the information
Just had to trust imagination
My heart going boom, boom, boom
“Son”, he said, “grab your things, I’ve come to take you home”

Biko’ on the second album is also a favorite of mine. It’s a powerful song with African rhythms lamenting the death at the hands of police of Steve Biko, an anti-apartheid protester.

September ’77
Port Elizabeth weather fine
It was business as usual
In police room 619
Oh Biko, Biko, because Biko
Oh Biko, Biko, because Biko
Yihla Moja, Yihla Moja
The man is dead
The man is dead

MVC now has 238 posts: Here are the favorites and least favorites

Some of My Vinyl Countdown’s top posts.
As of today, here are songs taken from the most-clicked on and the ones that received the most reaction, some judgement calls here by me.

So we’ll have Top 12 music reviews from my 678 records.  This is followed by the Top-12 blog essays.

And we’ll also throw in the bottom 5 in both categories.

(Click on the names to go to the full blog post).

Top 12 Album reviews

Dave Davies  Kink’s guitarist solo albums are surprise here at No. 1

Dolly Parton Country music legend, and that’s without hyperbole.

The Allman Brothers Band  No surprise that this iconic Southern band is high on the list.

The Alarm  The Welsh rockers with their big hair and their big anthemic songs are apparently well loved.

Dickey Betts  Allman’s great guitarist.

King Sunny Ade He was making world music before it was cool.

Aerosmith Steven Tyler seems like he’s on TV all the time. But that was decades after this hard rocking album, arguably one of their best.

Bo Diddley  Underappreciated in his time, his record stands – on records.

Joe Cocker This man felt the music. It was like he plugged himself  in.

Joan Baez  Distinctive strong voice that was one of many voices of the 1960s and civil rights protests.

T Bone Burnett Major producer for others. Lesser known for his own excellent discography.

Big Audio Dynamite BAD, Clash remainders forge new sound and funny crazy video.

When Particles Collide      A husband-wife  rock duo from Maine. (with some local connections).

Top 12 Blog Essays
Gordon Hayward, broken bones and Lewy body dementia

Life lessons of adaptation from a serious injury.

I Have to Laugh (To Keep from Crying)

Title says it all.

Holy Zeus, God and Lightning 

Strange coincidences crop up in my life.

Is there time?

The billion dollar question.

Rules of ‘street’ ball

Tips from 35 years of playing pick-up basketball.

Peter Himmelman’s ‘Song for Catherine’

A wonderful tribute to my wife Catherine

 Some People are Mean

Yes, there are mean people and I describe one.

Porter and Me

Writing about the death of a child from  over the course of years prepared me to face my own prognosis.

Lewy Lewy. Come on, call it by its name!

It’s mysterious, baffling and wrong but for some reason Lewy body dementia has become the disease no one will name.

How the heck am I doing?

The word FINE may not mean what you think it means.

Today is Silent Saturday 

It’s a tradition I  did not know about.

Another hugging, this has got to stop

Beloved pastor retiresl.

Bottom 5 Album reviews
The Drifters
Kurtis Blow
Fleshtones
Focus

The Flying Lizards   

Bottom 5 Blog essay/posts

D-Party

History of Journalism Part 2: from ‘socialist rag’ to ‘tool of the man’ (blog version)

Seeking Miss Mamie, or Mike, Catherine and Mary’s fantastic road trip

Jerry Sloan, legendary NBA coach, still battling dementia (blog version)

Sugar Sugar’: Archies vs. Josie and the Pussycats’ Riverdale version

The Gauguin Years (Tahiti) — 463

ALBUM: The Gauguin Years: Songs and Dances of Tahiti. (Recorded on location by  Francis Maziere 1972)

MVC RATING: 3.5/$$

So how did I pick up this? ‘Field recordings; of the songs and dances of Tahiti.’

I have no idea,  though I’ve been known to poke around at library book sales, which sometimes had records, like this one.

From the liner notes on this  Nonesuch record: The music on  this record  is not for the tourist trade; It’s  Old Timey Polynesian. Yes there are love songs and hulas here — but  also  war chants, histories, prayers and protest songs.”

It is exotic — but to my ears it sounds about what I would expect,  Drum beating, interlocking chants with harmony.. Maybe the movie depictions of Tahitian singing and dancing weren’t far removed from authentic.

All I need now is a coconut drink.

BTW, this is my first ‘G’ record (for Gaugin). We are now done with the F’s unless aI find another lurking somewhere,later.  Now it’s time for the G’s as in (Grateful Dead, Dexter Gordon, and Peter Gabriel., among many others. I’ll also catch up with the numbers today.

They don’t seem to forget Alzheimer’s; Why don’ they remember Lewy body dementia?

This is one of an occasional series of opinion columns on Lewy body disease, other dementias, and end of life issues written by a writer who happens to have the brain degenerative disease. A previous version of this appeared on AL.com.

As I’ve pointed out before, we live in a world where Lewy body disease is virtually unknown. That’s not good for the more than a million folks that have the second leading cause of dementia after Alzheimer’s.

That’s not good for the uncounted others who have it but don’t know they have it, either because the doctor didn’t make the diagnosis, missed the diagnosis, or the individual is passing off early stages of the disease as something else.

“It is shocking how few doctors, even neurologists, recognize this condition,” said Dr. Samantha Holden, assistant professor of Neurology at the University of  Colorado School of Medicine. “Alzheimer’s gets most of the attention, even in the research community, and DLB is relegated to the category of “Related Dementias”, which is unacceptable.”

Holden is also the co-principal investigator in the Lewy Body Dementia & Neurology Center of Excellence at the university.

Like me, Holden has been scratching her head over LBD’s anonymity. Part of it, we both agree is the complicated nature of the disease itself and its wide ranging symptoms, which leads to an alphabet soup of disorder names.

Holden says this chart is a great way to start understanding.

As you can see by the chart the broad category is Lewy body disease. That’s describing a brain disorder that creates the proteins believed to be the culprit of damage through brain cell loss. That includes Parkinson’s and Lewy body dementia. (Guess which one people have actually heard of.)

Both Parkinson’s and Lewy body, as you  can see, are sisters under Lewy body disease.

Alzheimer’s is not on this particular chart because it is not a Lewy body brain malfunction. With Lewy body disease, the proliferation of a protein, which when clumped together are called Lewy bodies. They are named after their founder, Dr. Friederich Lewy, a German neurologist.

And please understand I am not an expert in the science by any means.

What’s in a Name

So to recap and offer questions I have for further exploring.

Lewy Body Dementia (LBD) is an umbrella term taking in both Parkinson’s Disease with Dementia (PDD) and Dementia with Lewy Body (LDB). Are the proteins the killer here or are  they just what have been left at the crime scene and another unperceived entity is the triggerman?

Alzeimer’s does not fall under that LBD spectrum because it is a different type of malfunction in the brain. However, sometimes people get both — (Really? As if we don’t have enough to worry about.) What is the relationship between Alzheimer’s and Lewy body? If any?

I know this is confusing. But in many cases whether you have LBD or whether it’s PDD, eventually you will see the same (bad symptoms),  physical impairment and cognitive impairment. Although some diagnosed Parkinson’s may never get dementia, correct?

That’s because every Lewy is his own person and afflicts different folks in different ways. Which leaves wide paths for optimism that the symptoms may be slow and mild. That’s the hope for those with the disease but, of course, those hopes can also be dashed.

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